On the off-chance that you still check this blog for updates, I started a new blog today, just FYI. I'm a different person now with different goals & priorities, so it seemed appropriate to just start a new one.

see where it says "delirium-0" in the address bar? Change that to "theycallmedelimeat" and ta-dah! you're there.

.... Aaaannnd almost a year later :P

Judee recently had her 2nd birthday and got lots of cool stuff... Today a table & chairs set is coming, from my mom. Pretty nice set too. :)

Saw stevie nicks in concert... I blogged about the details for it at my Tokyo-Nights journal actually.

Yesterday we had a decent dinner for the first time like, ever :P Hot dogs, hamburgers, corn on the cob that I should have boiled longer XD... Judee loved it even if it was still too cold. :) she liked it ALOT. That made me feel better.

And this morning I restarted clubayu.com in another vain attempt to recapture the past. If nothing else it'll be a good ayu news source like it was before. But now it's a blog here at blogspot, not clubayu.com (clubayu.blogspot.com). So if you're into ayu go ahead & check it out.

I haven't updated here in more than two years. Geez, that's crazy right there. You'll find I haven't changed much, personality-wise. I'm picking up where I left off, I guess, since two years ago my life was basically put on hold. I was under the influence of something outside my control, and now that I've snapped out of it, I find I've done alot of irreparable damage. Luckily, those who love me have given me support through all this, and my daughter Judee is taken care of.

Yup, for those who haven't followed my life lately, I've got a little one named Judee. She'll be 14 months old on july 21st. She's so sweet, very cute, and is growing incredibly fast. She doesn't like crawling though; she kinda scoots around on her butt. It's adorable.

My live-in boyfriend is Jose, known among ayu & jpop fans (yup i'm still into all that) as Omega Prime, Unimatrix Prime, Unimatrix Zero... names like that. If you're into jpop chances are you've downloaded something he's uploaded. I worshipped him like a god for ages, but we started talking more and getting to be friends a little over a year ago, and then in November we got together officially. He's absolutely fantastic, and SUCH a change from some of my past relationships. He's respectful, he cleans, he's good with judee, and he's supportive of me. He could be better with money, but... honestly he's actually already much better than he was. Okay, perfect boyfriend. :P Moving on...

I'm starting this blog over because when I had it before, it felt like my life had some direction and I guess I'm trying to recapture that. I wanna get back to the things I loved before, the way I looked at the world... Maybe this will work, maybe it won't, but I'll just have to wait & see.

Wish me luck, everyone!

Well, those of you who have been checking my LJ know that i'm migrating over there. I may revisit this blog occasionally, but for the most part I'll be over there. So no more tagboarding, you can comment on specific things now!

So head on over to livejournal.com, get an account (you have to... comment there and I'll add you to my friends list so you can actually READ my entries), and then go to http://www.livejournal.com/~deliriumzero/ and read the oricon chart as well as what's going on with me. :)

A friend of mine wrote a really sad & beautiful poem but all I could think when i read it was that he spelled one word wrong and it bugged me. Does that make me a bad person?

Ah well. Lunch, then job hunting, then conversation partners at the extension center. *waves*

now listening to: L'arc~en~Ciel - Driver's High

Toran likes Puzzle Bobble (Bust A Move in the US).

He gets cool points for that.

now listening to: Hyde - Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds

Nick & I are friends again, which is good. It'll take some rebuilding (and a few visits from jason) to get it like it was last year, i think, but we ARE friends again. So I'm happy. :)

Saturday was unbelievable amounts of fun and happiness. We went to the arcade and I didn't play, I WATCHED them. And we went to Starbucks. And we saw Kill Bill vol. 2. And it was SO FREAKING GREAT. If days were tangible, i'd snuggle up with Saturday like a child would a security blanket. It was THAT nice.

Sunday was the expo staff meeting which, while uneventful, was rather interesting. Watching things from the inside always is. ^_^

Today was busy busy busy. Class, homework, class, bookstore, conversation, movie, movie.

Lost in Translation really IS good.

now listening to: SHY - TOBIOU

Taking a break from cleaning.

Hanging out with Nick & Jason tomorrow is gonna be WEIRD.

But, Kill Bill 2. Good. :)